Spent most of the day---reading

Started to read a book called "The Family"---how fundamentalism is at the heart of American power and government...pretty scary . Watched netflix re a video about two men in France and their budding loveship for each other; made me sad. Went to the mall had my nails done so they are very pretty now....hung out with charchar and sorrel

good evening

Just saw "Crazy Heart"---it was great but so much from my childhood/youth/teenage era re my own family...growing up with XXXX parents. They did not want to have their feelings and so they XX. So I learned to be like them and now just really "getting it:--truth, awareness, presence...sounds so simple but it is so hard...be in my body with my feelings...go through the feelings and not XXX. Watching CH from this new light really gives me a different perspective of all XX with anyone now....be loving to myself and be more loving...

Spring Break

back from Atlanta--good week---Sorrel to the vet today---funny story of preparing to go to the vet...the equipment to purchase to take her to the vet was 100.00 and the shot was 19.00...I am basically a crazy women with an extra needy cat! A good time was had by all...signed up for a watercolor painting class in April at a local community college; sweet lunch with l1. so back to the grin next week after tomorrow at work...THE HEALTH CARE BILL PASSED! FINALLY

Reconnections

Wrote someone from my past and she responded with a very sweet, kind, warm, and loving note; I was pleasantly surprised. Drove to Mt Hood CC today in the rain...lots of rain...and more rain...afterall it is Portland!

Accepting My Past

Telling the truth...contacting the past....I don't want any regrets when I die. It is a beginning...accepting my own story and finishing hurtful relationships. This is for me not the other person...I have to clear my side of the path. What happens next is up the HP. My body is holding on to "the past and the present"--time to let go and let goddess.

It's Done

just finished my federal income taxes....yea! another year! This is what I look like now...it's over!

March 1st---It is spring in Portland

So many flowers are opening....pink, green, yellow, orange, peach, leaves budding...this is what the water brings....saw Mt. Hood this morning in all her glory...covered with snow with blue skies...love it...4 paws is sure happy to see me---she just follows me around and jumps on me when I am at the computer....so cute. Someone said I looked like I was in the sun...I was! Back to work now.